Mandy knows best

I think I watched this movie while I was the highest I've ever been. I was legitimately sick. It was fun? But the movie was actually pretty good. Kyrie was never my favorite basketball player so I wasn't overly eager to watch this movie but Jaymes said it was so funny so I did. And I'm glad I did because it was very funny. Kyrie is not the reason you watch the movie. But Lisa Leslie is in it, Shaq, Nate Robinson, Reggie Miller, Chris Webber and a whole bunch of comedians oh and current basketball star Aaron Gordon. The retired ballers were so fun to watch. They were so funny. The story is about streetball but naturally a big competition. So that is what we are striving for, to make a team for the tournament. But these old guys haven't played in decades. Like at all. They all retired from basketball, completely. But watching the "old men play basket ball was so fun. Lil Rel is so funny too. Tiffany Haddish and Nick Kroll are not my energy but they didn't hurt

Part of me trying to be my most true self is to be out hanging with different people. See, I've always known that one person can't be everything I need. I can have people be multiple things to me but the way I am, I need a different person for all my different hobbies. I need someone who will make me watch all the new movies otherwise I will never watch movies. I need someone who wants to travel with me. I need someone who wants to hike and go paddleboarding or rockclimbing. A dance friend, a drinking and going out friend, a gym friend, a hangout and do facemask friend. 2 years ago I was able to convince my mom to be my musical friend. We even got season tickets to Tuacahn this year. This last week we went down to St. George to see the last 2 shows of the season. We had previously seen Beauty and the Beast and Annie and they were both so good. The 2 shows we saw last week were School of Rock and Count of Monte Cristo. I was a little more hesitant about these ones as I'm no

Yep, after all this time I watched Friday. I would say it has it's moments but it is not my type of movie. Normally I like watching a group of friends just hang out for the weekend but I don't know, maybe they needed more friends? Just watching Chris Tucker and Ice Cube get high didn't do it for me. They had some lines and I did like the end of it but yeah I probably won't feel the need to ever watch it again though. Regina King is the only other person I can think that I've ever even seen in a movie before. Although I did like her character. I can't remember if it was this or Uncle Drew that I got so high while watching that I thought I was going to be sick, but that could help solve the mystery why I did not care about this movie. Also it's old so I don't know. I would say I'm glad I watched it for the culture because I know this is a pretty realistic movie for many neighborhoods in our country but not mine so I didn't really get it. But I do

Ok what are we if not ever changing? I've decided that I didn't like doing the tarot reading because you couldn't see the card. I still like the energy of it so I might later find another way to bring it in. I haven't written in a little while because I didn't feel like there was anything to write about. As many of you probably know, that's when it's almost better to write to let people in. The truth is that I was feeling a lot of feelings and a lot of anger. I was in all honestly rejected. By the boy that I thought was "different." And the truth is he was. I knew from the time I met him that there was something different about him and that if we ever made anything else happen he was going to change me. My best friend kept telling me "fall fast and fall hard my friend. And I did, and he did, and then it just stopped. I still honestly think that he pushed me away because he didn't want to get closer to me and hurt me. Or that he just got di