Mandy knows best

This is from the Haunting on Hill House and Bly Manor people. So I was so excited to watch. And it was definitely similar vibes but it was not the same kind of show. I actually didn't really like this one. Even Matt Ceracen couldn't sell me on it. Yeah he's the star and I love him. Yeah Zach Gilford was really good, and Kate Seigal is my favorite part of Hill House so I loved seeing her again. But the actual premise of the show was not my favorite. I've been watching a lot of "biblical" lately, ie; Lucifer and Supernatural so I feel like I've got a lot of angel/demon lore down and I've watched and read plenty of vampire lore as well and I don't know anything about this monster. Spoiler, there is a monster. Also I'm going to be real with you, a lot of the songs that they sing and the music that they play reminds me of my religious upbringing… So that was a little triggering for me and the guy I watched with. The truth is that the story is told ...

Ok I think I am finally ready to talk about the guy. Some try to call him a boyfriend… I have decided I don't like boyfriends so I don't call him that. But we have been seeing each other exclusively for over a month now. Our first date was almost 2 months ago. And he really likes me, which is really nice because I was constantly confused and on edge the whole time with the last guy. Also this guy is very caring and wants to take care of me, kind of too focused on me actually… But it's very nice of him. Also I was afraid that he was too boring but I always told myself I would give him until we slept together to decide. And it worked because I really do enjoy that part. With all that, he's kind of perfect for me. So in an effort to be transparent (knowing that he could fully read this) I am going to write some of the pros and cons of both him and dating him. As I said earlier he really cares for me and is very nice and sweet and kind of perfect with all of that. However,...

So, recently I decided that there was actually something wrong with my ankle so I decided to go to physical therapy. It's very expensive… but it actually has really helped. We figured out that it is probably a tendon issue over a break or sprain. So that is kind of nice because that can be helped by stretching and retraining my ankle. Now the other issue is that this will take time and will probably really hurt in the process… So far it really has. Mostly it's just stretching but they do things to help it not hurt too. Like electrotherapy and dry needling. The electrotherapy worked really well at first. But then the next week they turned it up too high and it killed. God, it hurt so bad for almost a week. Actually until I did it again way lower… Then the dry-needling, that was the best. It's been 4 days and it still doesn't hurt. Ok, unless I do too much exercise… I'm really curious to see how it will feel when I play soccer this week. So that is another big thing ...

Podcast So Lamorne Morris from New Girl did this storyline podcast which I usually don't pay attention to but he actually went on a bunch of other podcasts to advertise for it so it got on my radar. And it was a cast so I decided to listen to it. It was actually really good and I've started listening to others too. Wanted is about these losers that hang out at the same strip club all the time who end up deciding that they can become bounty hunters.. Like it's an easy job… So I think this is 8 episodes of these dummies chasing a legitimate murderer. It's funny and relevant and the nice thing is that it's pretty short so you can listen to it in about 5 hours. I finished it in a day and those are the kind of things that I really appreciate. I don't like making huge commitments…

Sorry I failed again. So I was doing new hire for about a month and a half and I actually really like doing it but changing my schedule around is always hard. I was working 3 12s on the late evening/early morning shift but normally I work 8 days on and take 6 days off every other week on days. It really is nice but a lot. Especially when you aren't used to it and not sleeping at night... And it's officially autumn and with the last few years I've had pretty bad seasonal depression, so this year the anxiety waiting for those bad winter months is already bad. I'm already focused only on hibernation and it's just barely getting cold. It's pretty weird because I kind of have everything that I've wanted this year and I still feel anxious. I am making money on my house and selling legos, I have the greatest kind of girl squad, I have a guy that actually likes and cares for me, I'm back on my schedule, and I've got a vacation planned. So this is all kind o...